Confusion

A lonely summer afternoon

The scorching heat

Caracoling the dreams of a beggar

Who lay deep in slumber

I continue along the path

To embrace moments

Woebegone moments?

Yet there is a smile on my lips

Fighting the tears that threaten

To carnage it at any moment

As I approach a world waiting to be painted

What is it that I covet for?

Bygone grey moments

Or woebegone moments still in womb.

I am confused.

To Billy who is no more

 Amid the bleat of goats

Billy is taken to the slaughter house

One huge blow

And lo! Billy is no more

The sharpened knife

Finds the right spot

Just a knock

And the bones and ribs

That once kept Billy together

Easily fall apart

And as the sliding knife

Paves its way through

Billy is turned into pieces.

Isn’t it so simple, so easy

To quieten and bring to end

A God’s creation?

Has it every happened to you?

That you saw a vision of a rising sky

Smelt the fragrance of eternity

Heard a deep voice within you

Asking you to rise above

And taste the blisfullness of being alive

Has it ever happened to you?

Words!

Imprisoned words

Tries to break free

The lump in the throat stops them

You cannot escape, my friends

The outcome will be too much to bear

The mind hurries after them

No, don’t let yourselves loose

The outcome will be disastrous

The words look around

Catching everyone’s pleading eyes

Suddenly, the heart speaks

Release them, let them free

Happiness writ large on their faces

The words run to freedom

In minutes, they are out as confessions

The heart looks on

Their freedom has done nothing

To reduce its agonizing pain

Smiling sadly, it slowly walks

Into the prison of uncertainity.